Nuff-Nuff!

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Oxygen.


hey, hey darlings!

=)


hello everyone. good day. great Satur-Day, i wish.

In an atmosphere of exams, it's kinda stressful, i admit.
with the fear of failing, fear of this- and that. wahhh,,, I guess everyone need to be strong then. Honestly, it seems impossible for me to fail, i mean in a term of failed* in a subject and get RED marks. except for additional math; once. hehe.(:

Well, I am here not to whining or crapping about how much exam's sucks me out or whatever it is. Just a random talk about how I feel with my "Nature" nowadays. Seriously, I bet this day nothing is true. nothing is just so original, so virgin, so fresh etc.etc.
haha((=.
Don't get me wrong.
I'm not talking about anyone* (p/s: to everyone yg selalu perasan ppl talk about her, bawak2 bertenang la ye...), everyone or in term of HUMAN*.
I'm talking about the environement. the nature. --an AIR; WATER plus my surroundings. So-so-so polluted.
Just like last nite, when I'm about going to rest my mind; suddenly felt something x kena with the air. berbau semacam and feels polluted with chemical things. seriously. bau getah pun ada, bau gas ntah apa pun ada.
wahhh...~ feel like crying for heaven.
okay, this means, that no air is safe nowadays.so, any alternatives to get a fresh air?
oxygen?

2ndly,everytime I'm taking my shower or else washing face, toothbrush-ing and wudhu, seriously those waters; Air(malay) --just look alike MILO. ((= wakaka.
so those who wants a cup of milo for free, just come to Keningau and you can get it. haha=))
I dunno wat is wrong anywhere or somewhere, I really felt unsafe and *euww whenever washing my face with those kind of water. the colors, obviously shows how much x bersihnya air tersebut.
I don't have any options yet, apart than sacrifice my drinking water yang dibeli from Hiap Lee Supermaket.
T.T


boleh kering kalau tiap2 hari macam ni.)=
p/s; pihak berwajib, pleaselah cari jalan.hehe.


Anyway, that's all for this entries I guess. I'm not intend to be long.

Living your life as you love yourself.

xoxo# 1
in an enchanted mode to meet u
*

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Speaks Now; inspired by Taylor


Speaks Now, babe!
yeah~

Innocent

Back To December


all I can say is i was 'enchanted' to meet you...
hello everyone!


Currently I'm really deeply in mode of Taylor. not Taylor Lautner or even Taylor College, yeah. haha(:
Well, it is Taylor Swift!
yahooo~.~
cheers for this country gal!

Her new album -
"Speaks Now" just release in U.S yesterday, 25th.
well, all I can say is most track inside is really delighting and awesome!
Frankly speaks, I've never been this die-hard-fan of Taylor, until I've heard the song
Mine in his latest Speak Now - Deluxe Ed. album.
Numbers like Mean, Innocent and Enchanted is just so-so awesome and adorable and nonetheless to say she's make it perfect this time. Really.
As, I've read some time ago tru' artist news that most of songs lyrics in this album is dedicated for just everyone that has --entering-- her life.
Be it John Mayer; with Dear John, heartless Kanye; with Innocent (;.. I bet everyone always remember the incident in last time awards as well as hottie* Taylor Lautner ; with Back to December.
She's just so talented I guess in interpreterate her emotions, thoughts & feelings into a ear-watering masterpiece.


Once again, cheers for Taylor!

Owh yeah, before I forgot, this time numbers also more spice up with the country elements and I Like it.

Anyway, that's all for now I guess.
Will continue next time to post the lyrics of each song's from Speaks Now album.

Till then, take care and living your life. xo.

thoughts; am thinking of write a lyrics for just everyone that has spice up my life.

wakaka:))
xoxo;

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Sun-Die.


hello everyone.
(:
Comment allez-vous?

Sunday.
A day without rain, a day for relaxing, for bed, for zzz~, shopping, etc.
Well, I kinda like Sunday. one word- Relaxing!
and I like it.
Cause since life is a learning process, so one thing that I need to enhance in my life is --relax and cool -- in watever situations.
Be it sunny; rain; snows; thunderstorm or somehow earthquakes or Tsunami's outsides,
should be relax as well.
haha. ((:
Make sense, doesn't it?

Since Sunday is me-time for me, so all I can do is lying in bed, with junks food all over with my favourite shows; Korean Drama. Not bad, currently I'm re-watch ''Spring Waltz''; which is a very tragic, melancholic love story, that will let your tears automatically fell down, flowing with the emotions.

Between love and grunge; love will always win.-- Yoon Jae Ha.

Well, one thing I like about enjoying movies or soaps opera in lappy is; it is very user friendly and manageable.
haha, u don't need money to buy tickets, no need to going out, you can be in watever positions and of course you can lie heavenly in bed without any disturbance.
gee~
That is why --watching movies in laptop still my very best favorite instead of going out Cinema and so.
Unless; i'm with him.
haha :))

Anyway, I'm not going to let my crappy words exaggerates, for now since there's a lot much things to catch up. Just wanna de-stress myself for a while before do whatever I have to do.

Notes for everyone;
Since life is a drama; everyone is an actor's and actresses.
Act well before people curse you to be a bitches*.


p/s : in a mode of sucks* with bitches actress.
tq.



Friday, October 22, 2010

Class Trip II: Monsopiad Cultural Village, Penampang, Sabah.

Hello everyone!
:)
Happy friday; happy weekend.
happy inside insyaAllah will shows outside.gee~

I just got back room after doing the --Khidmat Sosial-- in campus. wah, macam baek sangat kan? Rajin sangatlah tu sampai sanggup luangkan masa tidur yang indah di petang Jumaat ni.
lalala~
alhamdulillah, I'm done with it. So, malaslah mau whining or whatsoever.
What is past, take it as a great lesson to be better in future.
:)

Anyway, another post of my beloved* class trip. 2nd ed. gee~
Actually, I saja mau update2 story bout me; class and classmates. Cause who knows one day in future I might forget them.hehe. So dengan adanya post2 sebegini, dapat jugak mengingatkan sy kepada mereka dan mereka.
hehe.

Well, trip kami yang berlangsung pada bulan Ogos lalu bukan sekadar betujuan untuk suka2 sahaja. Malahan, atas satu sebab utama iaitu menjalankan Projek Kewarganegaraan -based on our major course : PSS3108. Dengan diiringi oleh lecturer Kelate tersayang; Tn Hj. Yaacob, alhamdulillah, semuanya telah berjalan dengan baik, walaupun ada serba sedikit masalah-masalah yang tidak dapat dielakkan.

Tujuan Projek Kewarganegaraan ini bertujuan untuk memberi pendedahan kepada para guru pelatih tentang kebudayaan masyarakat Kadazan-Dusun di Sabah. :). Walaupun sememangnya, majoriti classmate dalam kelas tu berbangsa Dusun, tapi kamu mau jugak memilih masyarakat Kdzn-Dusun ini.
Antara sebabnya ialah kan masyarakat Kadzan-Dusun ini merupakan kaum majoriti di Sabah.
hehe. Lagipun, dah x sanggup dah meng'complicated' kan keadaan.

Anyway, after visting Muzium Sabah (bak kata adik sy* seperti budak sekolah) & Rumah Kebudayaan Monsopiad, Penampang, we do have fun and the most important thing is gain knowledges and informations tuk membuat KERJA Kursus Berasaskan Ilmu yang telah pun dihantar.
(:
wee~

Baiklah, jom kita layan gambar dibawah.


Image 1 : Inilah rakan-rakan seperjuangan yang bersama-sama berjuang sehingga ke Tahun 2012. (: Masing-masing dgn ragamnya, namun everyone is just awesome!
i heart them. xo~
Image 2: yeah. Inilah dia antara minuman-minuman tradisional masyarakat Dusun yang begitu terkenal sekali. Terutamanya time-time adanya majlis keraian.
-Lihing, Montoku, Sikat-
Bagi budak-budak dan yg beragama Islam, jgn minum ya. Cause benda ni adalah berkohol selepas melalui proses penapaian.
(:

Image 3 : Siou No Mohoing!
Head Skulls House of Monsopiad, Penampang Sabah.


Image 4: Beraneka jenis tajau yang dipamerkan di Rumah Kebudayaan Monsopiad.
Tajau ni kalau dahulunya, digunakan untuk menyimpan mayat yang diawet.
(:
unikkan?


Image 5 : one of my classmate; Yati mencuba bakat untuk menyumpit.
haha.((:
go, go Yati!


Image 6 : Me, before going back KK. Posing dulu, sambil 'cuba jaya' bermain alat muzik yg
sy sendiri pun x pasti namanya.
gee:)


All in all, sememangnya trip2 keluar berjalan seperti inilah yang kami semua amat gemari dan idam2kan. Kajian Sosiallah katakan. so everyone need to have a very good Social skills.
hehe(:. Well, we are looking forward to have another outdoor learning trip next sem.
Danau Toba , mari?
((:
InsyaAllah, if god wills and panjang umur, everyone will gain a lots lots more experiences and knowledges,

That's all. Take Care and love your life!
.xoxo.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Fairytale--Broken Strings.




Dear thou;

All this while,
you got me dreaming like a fool.
Living in a fairytale kinda awesome!
And when the reality comes,
everything is just a broken piece of nightmare
; crumbling perfectly in the floor of dust.

So perfectly.

Imagine all the dreams never been built;
nor been told,
how's life gonna be?
utterly plain
or else;
dark as moonless night?

Ask yourself.


.mumblingemotionsofmine.

notes;
the 'broken pieces' of poem above is not regarding to anyone;
neither alive nor death.

live your life; as you loving yourself.
:)
xoxo

Monday, October 18, 2010

Crumbling.



.dot.


D'accord people, I don't feel right ;now.
I wonder and dunno why, just felt something is not right somewhere.

.hrmm.

O Allah, I seek your forgiveness and blessed within.
amin.

end term exam is just around the corner and I didn't start anything yet.
That kinda horrible.
I dunno.
I just have to do something; either grab pen and paper; write some notes.
or else grab my pillow and cuddles inside the blanket.
i dunno either.
I just can't focus in anything ; currently.

Is it because of food i ate?
or
it's just me?

.hrmm.
.speechless.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Class Trip : Outdoor Learning


hello everyone!

how's life treat you so far?
It's gonna be a roller coaster life; sometimes you're up and down.
Well, don't despair and never lose hope.
Cause Allah is always be your side.
.InsyaAllah.

By the way, supposedly I post this notes earlier. Due to my busy-ness and whatso-ever
regarding life, I delayed them. Well, nothing so much. Just some pictures of my class trip to one of the forest reservation Park here in Sabah ; Taman Banjaran Crocker, Keningau.
When you talk about forest; it's gonna be the flora's and fauna's .
Rarely species of pokok-pokok, insects and butterflies usually find here.
The main purposes of our trip there is to experience an Outdoor Learning which is Permainan Alam Sekitar.
Well, we do have fun, and learning as well.

I'll remember on the first day jungle trekking, we have asked to see how this ants- familia work. Walking in group in the cold- wet night kinda interesting. Interestingly, we have found -pokok balsem- that very look alike as rumput.
:)
Must remember one thing;
don't you ever try to pluck, destroy or demolished the nature's there.
Or else, you will be fine start from rm 500 to rm 3000.
nah, KOTOH!
:))

D'accord, let the pictures below tell the stories during the trip.
enjoy.





2, 036 meter - the height of the jungle trail.


One of the flora's founded here. unique. *I forgot the name.


The road which taken.


Yeahh~me reach the top of the hill.
gee:)


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

The Virtues of Life.

hello everyone!

How is it life treat you, so far?
Hopefully, it's gonna be great and at least nice.

Be grateful for what we are today, but never stay stops!
You know why, cause there was a time when we already there; staying there in the most comfortable zone* and we fill like immovable.
We feel like everything seems complete and great, in fact neither.

Well, don't be too greedy as well.

You have this, but you still want that.
And to make things worst; you trying to grab it with such immoral or humiliating ways.
Remember baby;
whatever you did, better or worse; they do have the reciprocation.
Sooner or Later; only God knows.
Another thing is, I'm sure most of us sometimes do feel like what a sucksful life we had.
This thing didn't work, and vice versa.
You try to get into the open door; as you reach it Closed.
Works,
Dream, Stress , Relationship.
Hopes
and
Dreams.
All in one, and you DIDN'T seems got to manage this to be this PERFECT.
You starts to whining and began to crying.
....
Well, you know what to do to healing?
Patience.
Patience is virtue; they said.
And I said; yes, it is.
Patience makes you feel free to be what you are, think rationally and grateful.
Eventually, you be grateful for everything and return to God.
--like GG said;
no matter how far you've run, you always find a way back to a placed called HOME.

The Home --is your sense of belonging to God.


image 1; dealing with kids in school makes you realize that don't stops believing cause everyone is
Just So Special.*JSS.
Hence, be grateful!


Anyway, whatever it is just relax and keep your goals in one.
Think Now, Act Later.;)

love.
xoxo


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Knowledges Should be Told; Not Sold.

hello everyone!
may love and lights will always be with your life.


Currently, while i'm typing this post again water shortage here in hostel.uwaa~)):
I'm fine, cause had my shower and house chores earlier. yeah. I should at a very first place believe in my Intuition. Like this morning, after had some tutorial discussion about the "Arts in Education" subject - known as Seni Dalam Pendidikan in Malay; i just realize that I made a huge mistake by changing my answer on objective paper. wuwu)): Can you believe that after u made it right; and in the last ticks of exam hour you change the answer to something wrong; just because your own foolish sense.
hmm.
I'm sure gonna learn from the mistake.
By the way, let me share some info about America's Most Expensive College, which I found tru' Yahoo Finance site.

1. Sarah Lawrence College
(Bronxville, N.Y.)

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Courtesy of Sarah Lawrence College

Annual cost: $57,556
Tuition and fees: $43,556
Room and board: $14,000

Located just northeast of New York City, Sarah Lawrence College is America's most expensive school for higher education. Without a waiver, students are charged an additional $1,780 for accident/sickness insurance (not included in our cost estimate). About 65% of SLC students receive financial aid.

2. Columbia University
(New York, N.Y.)

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Courtesy of Columbia University

Annual cost: $54,385
Tuition and fees: $43,815
Room and board: $10,572

Columbia's tuition alone ($41,160) is already among the highest in the country, but incoming freshmen at the college also have to pay $2,655 in fees. Students also have to deal with the high cost of living in New York City. About half of all Columbia students receive grants to help pay for their education.

This uni* known as Serena Van Der Woodsen and Blair Waldorf place in GG Season 4. Of course they are the Upper East Side, Manhattan's Elite.xoxo.X;


3. Bard College
(Annandale-on-Hudson, N.Y.)

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Noah Sheldon/Bard College

Annual cost: $54,275
Tuition and fees: $42,465
Room and board: $11,810

Bard, in New York's Hudson River Valley, provides financial aid to 65% of its students. One program allows eligible students to pay tuition at a rate comparable to a public university in their home states. An affiliated school in Massachusetts, Bard College at Simon's Rock, is also expensive: $53,982 per year.


4. Wesleyan University
(Middletown, Conn.)

Wesleyan.jpg
Courtesy of Wesleyan University

Annual cost: $53,976
Tuition and fees: $42,384
Room and board: $11,592
According to its website, Wesleyan, located on the Connecticut River, "meets the full demonstrated [financial aid] need of those who enroll." Those needs could be large, considering its annual cost. This academic year, the school offered aid packages ranging from $3,500 to $54,600.


5. Vanderbilt University
(Nashville, Tenn.)

Vanderbilt.jpg
Courtesy of Vanderbilt University

Annual cost: $53,660
Tuition and fees: $40,602
Room and board: $13,058

Including personal expenses and books, Vanderbilt estimates the cost of attendance for a first-year student to be $56,634. That doesn't include $1,500 for a laptop computer and $650 in lab fees, both required of engineering students. About 60% of undergrads at Vanderbilt receive financial aid.


Click here to see the full list of America's Most Expensive Colleges

Well, thanks to yahoofinance .com for the informational sharing. No matter how great or expensive school you in, if you're not willing to learn and gain from every single piece knowledge and experience around you; you never gonna make it out.
xoxo((:

Monday, October 4, 2010

Just The Way I Am.

hello everyone!

how's your life been going? I really hope everything's always turn as positive as it can.
well, i have nothing much to say.
Just wanna put some quotes of life that my mind has created suddenly;

"as long as you feel the hurtness; taste the bitterness of obstacles in life,
I'm sure you gonna be strong as steel when the times of hardness come."

Nothing is perfect in this world; thus living a life with not trying to be perfect; Just complete.

.
..
...
....

She seems dunno what kind of holy she crapping above.
Well, this is one way to express the bitterness; anyway.

.xoxo.

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