Why Make Life So Complicated?

Hello everyone!
How have you been?

It's Sunday and I feel tired, still. Weak and no motivation. How now?

*sigh*

Can I just sit back, sleep, dreaming, relax and all good things come to me?
Can, can, can?

O, no. That's so impossible things to happen right?

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In life, we always have some kind of assumption in some things we do, people we deal and so.
Thus, realize it or not we accidentally make life complicated; little or bigger.

Anyway, I want to type long, but still I don't feel like doing it. Just take a look at the pictures above and think.

Till then,

Be safe and mucho liebe!

Random: Holiday Diary

Hello everyone? How's everything going?

I have been silence for sometimes. Yeah, due to some personal reasons really feel no mood to do blogging. B-O-R-I-N-G. Lalala~

According to Hijr Calendar, its a new year of Moslem (last 27th November). The coming of year 1433 Hijr. Alhamdulillah, am still giving the chance to live a life in this twisty world. Behind this coming new year, there always a story behind. (Penghijrahan Nabi s.a.w from Makkah al-mukaramah to Madinah al-munawarah, for the sake of expand the syiar Islam etc's). Whatever it is, don't have to talk much, just live a life to the fullest, in your comfortable way. As long as you enjoy and cherish it, surely it will goes well. ameen. :0

Oh yeah, too many news of ppl around me losing their loved ones I heard lately. It is bit to swallow but of course a reality. Wuwu. A classmate of mine, losing her dad and little brother on a car crashed, my old time schoolmate lost her dad (was killed horrificly by a murderer) and so much more. Sakit this and that, and so so so. At times, it makes me reflect on myself; my life.

O Allah, forgive me for being a sinner.


Anyway, I'm not intended to be long. Just wish everyone a great day ahead with bless and loves from the Almighty. Before you whine over something small, let's remember for those who less fortunate; who are homeless, have no family, no foods to eat and so many unlucky things.


God bless all and be safe.

Till then,
mucho lovess

Just a sharing: Marriage

Married or not… you should read this.
Marriage.

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

un-REAL;

after all, I realize nothing is Immortal.

and so does ETERNAL.

It's just a words, to make things 'look' better.

Wish You Well;

Get well soon!

I want to see you smile.
I want to see you healthy .
I want to see you good, as the usual you I've seen.

My apology for the badness.
It's my weaknesses.

LotsofXO's

Enunciation Exercises

Buenos Dias, amourer!

¿Cómo estás?

Hee. Wish everyone a very good week ahead with Monday Blues - no more.

Even though the end of semester almost there, still we have class to attend and spend the precious time at library; doing reading, surfing and so.

Thus, for today posting I am thinking to share one enunciation exercises that could help us enhance our oral speaking to live life proficiently.
Keke.

This notes is taken from OUM Modul: English for Oral Communication.
(Adapted from Susan Ward: Speak for Success Speech Lessons)


As a warm-up practice and to enable you to open your mouth easily say aloud this as following.

1. To open and close mouth easily, repeat :

Fah Fah Fah Fah Blah Blah


2. To loosen your jaw, repeat:

SahKahSheFahRah
PahKahSheFahRah
WahKahSheFahRah
BahKahSheFahRah
DahKahSheFahRah

3. To loosen your lips:

www www www bbb bbb bbb wbw wbw wbw wbw
lll ldl www ldl wlwd

4. Now say these lines for precise articulation:

• The tip of tongue, the teeth and the lips
• Lah Lee Loo Lee. Zip e do da
• Repetition, repetition, repetition
• Well weather the weather whatever the weather, whether we like it or not.

Till then,

Have a great day everyone!

Reflection --It's Friday, Friday!

Salut tout le monde!

Comment allez vous?

^_^

Here weekend come again, and I'm sure we all realize that time flies really fast. Hoop. Hoop.
Everything move in a very fast pace that somehow and another we don't even got a chance to reflect for whatever we have done, in a day. Thus, take some time at night; before sleep to ponder and think back your achievement, the pro's and con's you had in a day. If you just been scold by your mom/teacher, reflect back :- Why? Why have they scold u. Did you do something wrong that they don't like, or have warn you to not doing it, or it just they; themselves act like a BOSS.
Hee^^

Btw, since it is Saturday, and I'm talking bout reflection here, let me share what I have been done in staffroom yesterday (Friday) - during the schooling time. Hihi^^.
I've been taken some pictures of my passion and love to shared it!

Okay, here it goes.^^
Spend the whole day browsing Youtube - watch my sweethearts SNSD, and tat's all. Laughing like no other business. Hihi:D

Je t'adore. Jessica Jung^^

The Dancing Queen - Hyeo Yeon.


The loveliess- Shi Nyeoh Shi Dae. Hihi. I wish, I could be one of them. Hihi.
^^p

He such a sweetheart's. I wish he's Mine. Hihi.
*Day dreaming*


Gosh, this is Pretty Nickhun Oppa^^.
CF for Baskin Robins ice cream . <3'ssss

Nah, that's how I spend my friday morning in staffroom. I do it like no others business and don't even give a damn to the senior's etc. Lalala.
As long as I have fun,
No eyes can resist me.

Lalala.
Till then,
Be safe.
XO's.


Pour Toi/ For you;
I think I have to go. merci.