The last kiss,
I'll cherish until we meet again
When times then, gets harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memories
You will be still in my sleep.
Let's us be grateful and appreciates our life as we never know when this ni'mat will disappear and dissolve from our sight.
Keke,
Life ain't promise anything to us. never. Everyday you wake up, open your eyes, get up and doing the same daily routine. It could sickening you sometimes, but yet you still have to do it. That oh-same -daily -routine.
Only two reasons possible:
i. You think you have no options - which you have to do it, either way you're lost and stranded ; left with nothing.
ii. You're lazy, procrastinating and lazier ; like me. [HAHA]
As times goes by, things seems so usual for me. I no longer that vulnerable like I used to do on my younger days; crying when no one sees, holding myself back, pressuring myself because of me and all those -- self accusing -- attitude which is bad. After all, life must go on.
And hell yeah, I'm less fortunate for not getting place for INTERIM posting and so on, it is hard to swallow to see all of your 5 years and half friends going to posting, teaching and yeah become a teacher. Well, even though this is not what you want, but at least you have study and train for this in such a long period time.
Yet, my mother said: Sabar la nak,bukan rezeki mu lagi. Inshaallah ada hikmah juga tu.
It is tough, at first. Now I learn and try to be redha.
Secondly, I also have quit my job. Yes, this sounds not a very good idea for a jobless person like me. [HMM..HMM]. But then again the situation is just not so safe and yet to deal with such KIASU colleague, so I better move. After all, this is just temporary, at the first place.
Hopefully, will got a better future soon, InshaAllah.
BYE YESTERDAY!
HELLO TODAY.
As quotes from Leighton Mesteer (Blair Waldrof);
"The only person pressuring me is myself."
okay then people, just be good and take care everyone.
Love everyone that acres for you and you will be in love. :)
It's up and down life with me here. Nothing is fine nor sucks it just so so. And in this post I'd love to share my current favorite song by Bic, which is nice, fine and mellow; very well to explain my feeling and situation at this moment.
Sink with the tide, rescue me if you like,
I''ll be leaving it all up to you..
Think how we tried,
It's OK to be lied to
As long as its only by you..
People say to me, its best that we've parted
'Cause you know I'm better alone.
Year 2012 has left us behind with thousands one stories to remind, rely and not to resign.
I hope everyone have had a great year of 2013 so far. It is never too late for us to made a resolution and action for it, also determination on how to create a better life, at least for ourselves.
I am wrapped with invisible, non existence phenomena from my friends, college mates and anyone that I used to know all this while. Ever since, finishing my five years and half of hardship pursuing my degree, Keke, now here I am stay still, lay -left and right-, eat mouth fully being a jobless person.
Haha, yes jobless person. =O.O=
I know this is not supposed to concern me that much since at least for now I have something to do, eh? Nevertheless, to begin again with a new post after a long long hiatus period, I helplessly feel like want to expressing this. Yeah this. Just like few hundred friends of PISMP Jan 2009 Intakes felt. Grgr.
Never mind bout it. I feel better now. :D
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Oh well, I think I shouldn't right much for the new beginning. Just remember to KISS*. ;)