Wrecking Ball

Hi lovelies.

Talking about wrecking ball, it is very obvious that oh-la-la Miley has succeed to make me become one of her fans. Oppssss! Typo. I mean fan for this song.

Oh well, as time goes by, I always feel like I'm freaking, wrecking, stumbling, falling deep down to the undoubtedly scary hole which no one can save me. Really, I am really falling.

I am run out of idea now, don't feel like talking, so let me just post the lyrics of this song.
Current eargasm*.

 "Wrecking Ball"

We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain
We jumped never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell.
A love no one could deny

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you win

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me.

Who Do You Trust?

Trust can be difficult but essential in life. 

To trust is to rely on the integrity or ability of a person or thing. 

We place trust in others , knowing that they can be relied on, despite us having been let down before.

Trusting can be difficult but a life without trust is surely an empty one.

Thus, here I want to ask you a question. Who do you trust the most?


a. Yourself

b. Parents

c. Sisters/ Brothers

d. Friends

e. Spouse

f. Pets

g. Social networking


Sometimes, it is hard to earn trust from someone. Be it your close relatives, spouse or whomever that you might think close to you.

It is never easy as it seems.

some says, we are not suppose to give our trust for whole to someone. and yeah, no object for that!

warrrggghhh... never trust what you see.

The Fear.

Cause all this while, I've been taken over by the fear. For we are human,  always do.

We're in a safer place, we feel comfortable.

But once the world changes, just push out the fear and move on.

p/s: f**k you very very much!

Waking up.

Waking up in the morning when you feel like everything is oh so well and you are helplessly energetic. You decided to ignore everything 'fake and lies' revolving around you and wake up with enthusiastic smile.

...and that is the best thing to do when you know the world has not come to its end.

 Once upon a time,  in a crowd, fast forward life.

I've found love and  experience the life.

Somehow, sometimes,  it does makes me feel alive!

Kelana Jaya, June, 2013

Hi, Today. Hello, Tomorrow!

Hi today and hello tomorrow!

It sounds cliche eh? Ehmm.. guess so. Well that's the only best title I can think for now as its been quite sometimes when I stop appearing myself in the world of blogging, world of social networking and not to mention the Facebook-ing, twitter-ing and uh-la-la Insta here and there! 

It just not my style ya-all! :p 

I'm just a little grown girl, which nobody to the world but somebody to certain people around me.

Hihi..

Uh-ah-uh-ah.. it feels good to get to type back here when I was/were abandoning this for like a year? Yet, why I do this again due to few reasons:

First, well you know now I am a teacher. A real-teacher; which I shall say 'starting the real job of mine'. Hihi. Its a bless thing to do but somehow sadly enough when I've been threw away to quite isolated place; name Daro in Sarawak.

Uh-la-la.. What you expect me to do? Wakeup-eat-work-eat-sleep every day, baby. Ohmyfreakinglamelife! 

It's like the same daily routine everyday.

err...grrr..

After talking with a friend, he recommend me to find a hobby. Gain and create a new hobby. And here I come... come back to the 'past attitude' of mine.  Hopefully I can be more enthusiast and consistent in a time being.

and the second reason is... When I find out that quite 'special someone' to me has 'Googling' about the existence of  my blog on his phone. Ohmysweettoothy!#$%  Hahahaha.. =))

Is there anything sweeter that you could do for me rather than that?

or you just miss to checking on what I feel, whatI'm doing and all that.

HahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA...

anyway, this is just a start. The begin again.

I wish there is more to come. 

Till then. 

Look forward but don't reckless to -NOT- hear what follows you on your back.

You never know you'll die until you died.

During my convocation day.

Putrajaya, May 28th, 2013.

Bloom Again

Hi all.

It's been along hiatus for me to get back writing here, expressing the unstoppable feeling and everything.

Tell you what, there is a lot, lots thing was / is happening with me, around me and wrap me on this past few months.

Oh well, I shouldn't have to explain it all anyway.

Anyway, just a short express thought, enough to release the feeling.

Once you wide open your window, you got to see the world. Wake up and embrace. Embrace everything. 

Be dare. In the end of the day, you only have you and your shadow.

much love, 

xoxo.

Hope everyone is in good and positive life. May all be blessed. ameen.