The Fear.

Cause all this while, I've been taken over by the fear. For we are human,  always do.

We're in a safer place, we feel comfortable.

But once the world changes, just push out the fear and move on.

p/s: f**k you very very much!

Waking up.

Waking up in the morning when you feel like everything is oh so well and you are helplessly energetic. You decided to ignore everything 'fake and lies' revolving around you and wake up with enthusiastic smile.

...and that is the best thing to do when you know the world has not come to its end.

 Once upon a time,  in a crowd, fast forward life.

I've found love and  experience the life.

Somehow, sometimes,  it does makes me feel alive!

Kelana Jaya, June, 2013

Hi, Today. Hello, Tomorrow!

Hi today and hello tomorrow!

It sounds cliche eh? Ehmm.. guess so. Well that's the only best title I can think for now as its been quite sometimes when I stop appearing myself in the world of blogging, world of social networking and not to mention the Facebook-ing, twitter-ing and uh-la-la Insta here and there! 

It just not my style ya-all! :p 

I'm just a little grown girl, which nobody to the world but somebody to certain people around me.

Hihi..

Uh-ah-uh-ah.. it feels good to get to type back here when I was/were abandoning this for like a year? Yet, why I do this again due to few reasons:

First, well you know now I am a teacher. A real-teacher; which I shall say 'starting the real job of mine'. Hihi. Its a bless thing to do but somehow sadly enough when I've been threw away to quite isolated place; name Daro in Sarawak.

Uh-la-la.. What you expect me to do? Wakeup-eat-work-eat-sleep every day, baby. Ohmyfreakinglamelife! 

It's like the same daily routine everyday.

err...grrr..

After talking with a friend, he recommend me to find a hobby. Gain and create a new hobby. And here I come... come back to the 'past attitude' of mine.  Hopefully I can be more enthusiast and consistent in a time being.

and the second reason is... When I find out that quite 'special someone' to me has 'Googling' about the existence of  my blog on his phone. Ohmysweettoothy!#$%  Hahahaha.. =))

Is there anything sweeter that you could do for me rather than that?

or you just miss to checking on what I feel, whatI'm doing and all that.

HahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA...

anyway, this is just a start. The begin again.

I wish there is more to come. 

Till then. 

Look forward but don't reckless to -NOT- hear what follows you on your back.

You never know you'll die until you died.

During my convocation day.

Putrajaya, May 28th, 2013.