The Rainy days are Over

Hello everyone!

How's your day so far? As always, wishing you-you all (esp my loyal readers, ;)) a good bright day with loves and protection from god, the almighty.

Hee. ameen.

And yeah, for past two days I was possessed by the PMS-ing evil inside me. Keke. Hell yeah, life is always a learning process and should learn and promptly take an action to make our life to be better and better each day.

Pour toi; J'ai encore que vous aimez, maintenant et toujours! BISOU*BISOU

ngeee~

The Holidays'

Since now is the school holiday season, it's the best time for me to relaxing to the fullest and occupy myself with such beneficial and healthy activities. Keke. yeah, what I mean is become a Cinder-ella, helping mom doing the house chores and so. Heee~. It's nice anyway. One more thing is do gardening. Unfortunately there is no tanah around. wuwu. So have to do the planting inside the vase only. Such a waste.

Anyway, let me post some pict of BOBO, a new cat that we found yesterday. He used to be my little sis cat till me throw him away. HAHA (evil laughs). Bobo is an orange-whitish kitten with a very long tail). I lost him and the sister was so sad. Keke. And yesterday, we manage to find BOBO and he grew up adorably nice and cute. Me gusta!

Here is some pict of BOBO.
This is helpless BOBO iun his younger days. :)

Holaaa. I'm BOBO. with such innocnt face. :'(


the new look BOBO. <3'ss

BOBO chan. Ngee^^'

Au revoir: Pour Toi.

Pour Toi/For You:

I wish this could be the last post I dedicate for you.

It was so great when we used to be a good friend with an open worry-free talk and conversations. The laughs, the joy and fun we had is just so nice. And heaven yeah, its free. free from anything.

Stages of Life
As time goes by, day after day passed by and there will always ups and down in life. This is what people said the stages of relationship/friendship. From you don't even know his fathers name, now you know almost everything; including his/her born to be kittens name. (for example). :) As every stages will have a different stories and challenges, here you come with such a 'horrifying' stage; when you are more serious about something/or you take things for granted towards your friend/partner. And hell yeah, its how you handle it that make things work or not.


Going Apart
And pour toi, I know that this wont last forever and all we have to do is cherish the time and moment, but I can't help myself from stop being 'overboard' or 'overly sensitive'. It's a mistakes in every friendship/relationship but on the same time, it may be the way I want to show my affection or asking for attention. Perhaps it's a mistakes, but this is a life that I have to go through. If I'm overly demanding, my err and forgive me.

To getting apart, it's obviously is not what I wanted. I repeat; NOT I WANTED. However, it's not an optional. It's a must. I might ruining everything in this friendship and make u 'bingung and pusing' more. I admit, maybe I demand more as you said the criteria of ladies in this modern days, but I can't help myself from fall for you. Again, its a mistake.

After all, I know this is the FACT of LIFE and everyone should face it. Of course, in a multiple ways. I will grow strong and mature, hopefully and please let me forget you. Even though it so hard to do. I wish you well and am sure you always have a blissful life ahead of you!


Till then, I heart U and ...

November 23,2011
p/s: It's never a great feeling to say goodbye. You should know that.

Do you think its easy to say goodbye? S*%#

They say, letting go is always the best way to do when two friends can't be together anymore.

Yeah, it's always the best and also the bitter and sad.

Oh god!

May there's always a better life ahead of me.
ameen.

ps:i never thought it will ended so soon but to keep alive and survive this always a safe and better way. may u be bless and i could live my life happily again.
theres always so much things i dream of u.
gosh so sucks*

Malaysia Bisaaaaa;

Tahniah buat pasukan Malaysia: Harimau Muda atas kejayaan menentang Indonesia dalam final sukan SEA 2011.
score penalti 4 - 3



Malaysia Bissaaaaa!
keke.:)

the team, really did a good job!

Lovessss <3

Just a Thoughts;

Losing trust is just like a crumbled up piece of paper. You can try to fix it, but it will never be the same.

Pour Toi; Hatred;

Hello everyone?

Ni hao^^
Wishing everyone a great day ahead with the company of family, friends and loved ones.

It is year end holiday for me and the rest since the school days are over and heaven yeah, time to have a break, have a KIT-KAT.

Keke.

I was in a blue mood all out sudden. I don't know why. And all I know is i feel sucks talking to you.
I'm sorry to say that but i feel bad, i feel uneasy i feel all the negatives feeling revolves around me towards you.

I am happy to see u. to talk with you. But i dont feel good at all.

Maybe this is the time for us to find a better way? Perhaps?

GOSH. I like u so much till i hate u.

Good day everyone.

Cuba Meraih Bintang di Angkasa;

Hello everyone!
Musta na?:)


Wishing everyone in a very pink of health ( ceh, ayat skema SPM) and productive day ahead!


As today, am sit for the first paper - semester 6 final exam, everything went fine. Alhamdulillah.

I don't want to complaint and nagging much on this, since its a PAST plus, I even not sure with my handwriting. Hopefully, the lecturer's manage to read and understand what I want to convey.

And heaven yeah, another paper to go tomorrow.
I haven't even get ready with it.
Gosh.


And this is thoughts of today. Found the pictures on FACEBOOK post. as always. Heee^^'


I admit that I'm not even in love. keke. But feeling of having someone you fond with, you miss-es always is just so wonderful. It's like riding a roller-coaster. (keke).
I don't even have confidence to ride this last time.
Whatever it is, I just enjoy and cherish all loves and lights guiding my way. After all, we know that we will DIE. sooner or later. And for sure, will back to the ALMIGHTY and face the real eternal Life. GOSH!



Till then, be safe everyone and much of loves.

p/s: can't wait to go back home with beloved parents. plus CAT too!

No matter how far the distance, It's you i long for;

'No matter how far the distance, it's you I long for'

keke. quoted from me.
a simple sudden thought.
don't bother it. oke? ^^''

Good morning everyone! It's Saturday! :) yeay!


Just another day before i coming hit the exam hall for the semester 6 final test. :D
Hee. It's quite worrying but better than nothing.
Yet, i haven't prepared much and not so ready with this.
Gosh.
all I have to do is reading-memorizing-sleeping.

So boring!

Initially, i wanted to crapping bout feelings and love here.but then due to 'masa itu emas' so i have to hold the intention and put a whole hearted, thoughts and focus to my revision.

Thus, here is another one wisdom of words that I have learned from someone today.


"Forgiving Heart is an Happy Heart"

I admit, i'm lack of patience and lack in everything. But to make lifes worth, I should at least learn and try, right?



Lotsofloves,

Good day and be safe everyone.

Just a sharing: Marriage

Married or not… you should read this.
Marriage.

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Wish You Were Here Lyrics

"Wish You Were Here"

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.



Author review: This song is sounds quite familiar; with the voice of Avril. She's just so beautiful in the video clip. Thumbs up!

We Found Love lyrics

"We Found Love"
(Rihanna feat. Calvin Harris)

Yellow diamonds in the light
Now we’re standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive

It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Shine a light through an open door
Love a life I will divide
Turn away 'cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind

It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Yellow diamonds in the light
Now we’re standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place



Author review: Rihanna British accent is just so sexayyyy! Gosh. The VC quite craeyy-zayy!

It Will Rain Lyrics

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.
There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my leaves are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin' out the door.
Cause there'll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain
I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
walkin' with that troublesome guy
But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Oooh well little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yea for you I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
That'll make you mine
Cause there'll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain
I'll do the same
goodbye, don't just say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
That'll make it right
Cause there'll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

Singer: Bruno Mars

un-REAL;

after all, I realize nothing is Immortal.

and so does ETERNAL.

It's just a words, to make things 'look' better.

Nothing is Immortal; It's just Honorific.

Hello everyone! How are you today?

These days, there's a whole bunches pictures with quotes, cartoon with balloon of conversations and so shown up in FACEBOOK. Hee.
Well, i think it is still quite nice to represent your thoughts and emotions instead of cursing like hell, and talking crap like world is yours alone. Wake up everyone!
There's a lot more things worth to do for apart than crapping non-stop. As saying says;

Pictures worth a thousand words.

Yeah, it's true. And credit to one who like to posted up those inspirational pictures, or funny, or LMFAO lame but true pictures. At least is much fun and creative way to developed our sense of thinking.

and pictures for today is;

:)
What a reeeeeeeed trees.

And the quotations on it stating like this;

"Time in its ageing courses, teaches all things".


So deep but true. as times goes by, we realize we getting older and so much things we have experienced, feel and achieved. It does teaches us; if only we've learn.
Told you, its easy to see, but not to learn.


Anyway, please open our hearts with such loves and positivity and learn. learn. learn.

yeah, i am in a way of motivating myself now.
since in life, I've learn there is too little people that is real to us. so that do whatever is worth you doing for, and be with someone that only worth to be your companion.


Nothing is eternal. Everythings will dead.

Be safe. Be good.

Muchesss Liebe.
XO's

Wish You Well;

Get well soon!

I want to see you smile.
I want to see you healthy .
I want to see you good, as the usual you I've seen.

My apology for the badness.
It's my weaknesses.

LotsofXO's

Salam Aidiladha.

It is Hari Raya Qurban today. Eid-ul-adha.

A brief description about this celebration.

: bagi mengingati ketaatan Bapa kepada umat manusia Nabi Ibrahim a.s bagi menunaikan perintah Allah swt untuk mengorbankan anaknya Ismail bagi tujuan penyembelihan. Nabi Ibrahim tanpa sebarang keraguan begitu taat dan rela untuk mengorbankan putera yang amat dikasihinya, kerana ianya merupakan perintah Allah s.w.t.

Namun begitu, sememangnya Allah Maha Pengasih. hal tersebut merupakan hanya ujian dan cubaan Allah s.w.t terhadap Nabi Ibrahim a.s bagi menguji ketaatan dan ketaqwaannya dalam menjalankan perintah Allah, walaupun ianya sesuatu yang amat berat dan payah untuk dilaksanakan.

Allah swt memerintahkan Nabi Ibrahim untuk mengorbankan binatang al-an'am dan Nabi Ismail selamat daripada dikorbankan.
:)

Moral of the story:
Sedangkan Nabi yang sudah pasti masuk ke syurga pun, sanggup menunaikan perintah Allah s.w.t sungguhpun ianya maha berat sehingga terpaksa mengorbankan harta (anak) yang dimilikinya, apatah lagi kita manusia yang sungguh tidak sempurna ini.




Salam aidiladha, everyone!


Semoga kita sentiasa diredhaiNya. Ameen.

Talk is Cheap;

At times, it good to burst tears in the rain so no one could see you crying.

Sometimes, people crying not because of their weak, but they've been strong for too long.



T.T''


She don't even feel like utter a single words for now. The feeling is just cannot be describe with words and so does the words and talk is cheap.
Everyone can simply say this and that but nothing is so true and real.
Perhaps it just so true that she've been strong for so long thus she crying in a strangest night.


When one by one people that cares for you, ignored you, you will start to realize that life is just so colorless.



T.T

Life ain't always easy; Happy Birthday!

image source: google images. here.

alhamdulillah. A praise to the Almighty for the precious chance and opportunities He gave me again. Heaven yeah, a chance of living. Ni'mat of living a life in this not so easy round world. Keke.
And yeah, I'm turning 22 to day. Not so much to expect as age is just a number. Keke.
Plus, i think the date is just some kind of symbolic day for you to remember how hard and difficult ur mom struggle with pain to deliver you in this Twissty world. T.T''. Sigh. Thanks Momma!


Every day is a growing process. As we always getting older and older with problems, challenges, lessons, experiences loves and life. At some pace we do feel like there is no changes at all in our daily life. Same routine, clishe remarks, same foods, same freaking weird faces et cetera.

Gosh!
What you should do in this stanza is try to appreciate and don't bother much.
The less u bother about small little 'disturbance' things, the best and better your life goes. Trust me. This is due to the dismissal of such -ve things and you open more windows for good things to come.


Btw, I think that's all for today Birthday post. I remember for past few years always went somewhere to celebrates. Hee. Let the memories last and once again, Happy 22nd Birth Anniversary to me!

wishes: * a blissful life, of course with love and lights, at least a good and successful life ahead, longevity age and prosperous life. *
Hehe.

After all, Blissfulness - inside out is what i pursue.
Ameen.

*****
A me-me-me!

This is how I grew up well with the presence of thou!
Keke.
Thanks momma & dad, the families and U! yes u.^^



Till then,
mucho loves.

Drink water on empty Stomach

It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases:
Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases.

METHOD OF TREATMENT
1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water
2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minute
3.. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal.
4. After 15 minutes of breakfast, lunch and dinner do not eat or drink anything for 2 hours
5. Those who are old or sick and are unable to drink 4 glasses of water at the beginning may commence by taking little water and gradually increase it to 4 glasses per day.
6. The above method of treatment will cure diseases of the sick and others can enjoy a healthy life.
The following list gives the number of days of treatment required to cure/control/reduce main diseases:
1. High Blood Pressure (30 days)
2. Gastric (10 days)
3. Diabetes (30 days)
4. Constipation (10 days)
5. Cancer (180 days)
6. TB (90 days)
7. Arthritis patients should follow the above treatment only for 3 days in the 1st week, and from 2nd week onwards – daily..

This treatment method has no side effects, however at the commencement of treatment you may have to urinate a few times.
It is better if we continue this and make this procedure as a routine work in our life. Drink Water and Stay healthy and Active.
This makes sense .. The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals ..not cold water. Maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating!!! Nothing to lose, everything to gain...

*******

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion.
Once this 'sludge' reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine.
Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.
A serious note about heart attacks:
· Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting,
· Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
· You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack.
· Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.
· 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up.
· Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive...
A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to everyone they know, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life.



Articles taken from FACEBOOK sharing.
:)

So Hot;

hello everyone!


I am not in a good condition due to the hot weather (freaking global warming), homesickness, and unwell health condition.
Got the symptoms of stress. Keke. Perhaps. or possibly its just a PMS. Sigh. teh drawback of being a Women. :D



Anyway, this is just a very quick, short updates. Till the next productive post!


Loves.